Bussing sucks - but luckily, the one right in front of my house goes straight to the bar. My luck!

I'm bringing portable Scrabble just in case anyone wants in.
Calvinball rules apply.

Why ride the bus? You've got enough people there to make an awesome bicycle gang!

so you see I'm this person. A person that happens to be in portland, but is very confused and may or may not be in portland for very long. or maybe he will? It depends. It depends on things. so um I think the thing I'm trying to get to is um, can I hang out with you guys? like you know, while I'm here. I don't expect you to visit me if I'm not in portland any more. That would just be silly. Too silly... The bad kind anyway. ?.

I don't have a phone I dont have a laptop I dont have an adress to send things to all I can do is check my email at backspace, so um what I am saying is that I would like very much if you were to email me some information on your next get together so I can tag along and try not to be too awkward or depressed or pushy or overbearing or invisible or honest or full of shit or annoying so I dont completely ruin the mood like I always do...

I probably shouldn't have just said all that that I just said because now you will have all these ideas in your head about what I'm like and you dont even know me yet but you already know enough to know that you dont want anything to do with me and if thats how you feel thats fine. I mean I would feel bad if I deleted all that stuff, like I'd be doing harm to my inner insecurity by censoring it so its too late anyway and if thats how you feel about my inner insecurity than maybe you wouldnt be good friends anyway. good. thats good. think of the positive william. yes. yes yes.

oh yeah my email is ahahaiamgod@gmail.com or at least thats the one I give out in PUBLIC PLACES the other one is in my profile. you could email that one instead if you want to... I mean its ok. I dont have a problem with that is what I'm saying.

so um I hope to hear back from you nice people and if you dont thats ok too. everything is ok.

*loud exhale*

Of course you're welcome to hang out with us! I'm sending you an e-mail in case you don't see this, and the next meetup is listed on the front page.